My Life is so beautiful because its you who make it worth living; If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see you through my eyes, only then you would realise that when you are with me my worries die, my tears dries & and my loneliness flies away never to return. It hurt me to know how I really can be little selfish when it comes to you. I really didn’t get to know the true meaning of loneliness until you went away. I really MISS YOU when something great happens because you are the one i want to share it first; I MISS YOU when something troubles me, because you are the one who understands me well; I MISS YOU when I laugh and I cry because you are the one who makes my laughter grow and tears disappear. Without you I am not complete idiot parts of ME are missing. I can’t lie, I REALLY MISS YOU
I always wished for a perfect friend, or what people call BFF(Best Friends Forever), but never understood the true meaning of it, neither i knew what are the qualities i want in my BFF. Today when i have you, who isn’t afraid to admit that you miss me, who know i am not perfect, but always treats me as i am, whose biggest fear is losing me, the girl that have only one best friend and its me, the girl who laughs the hardest at her own jokes, the girl that expects too much from life, & doesn’t give a damn to what others think, and is good to every one, the girl who will hang up after an argument and expect me to call her back knowing that i will, the kinda girl who have all trust in me, even though i gave her many reasons for not to. She is a girl i know will never leave my side when i need her, the girl who will go out her way to support me. I don’t know what does destiny have for our friendship, But yes twenty years from now i will definitely remember that you were that one person who could turn every frown into a smile in few simple words, that person who lifted my head when i was loosing faith in myself, that one person who carried tears on her shoulder after every fight, every breakup, that one person who knew who i really was, what i really felt, and that one person who made the biggest difference in my life, MY BEST FRIEND.
The sweetest part of my life is that i share it with you. Although my life, evidently, had not been good enough to share, you happily became a inseparable part, You make me laugh louder &smile brighter. Having you is just like a dream come true, somebody will need a trillion wishes to have a companion like you. Never in a million years i ever thought i’d find someone so utterly & completely perfect. When we are together, i feel my past is worth it, because if i had done one thing differently, i might have never met you.
Your Lap is my best Pillow…<3
You asked me will i be effected if you will be with somebody else, in return i just want to tell you i never wanted you only because i liked you, i thought you can’t be happier with anybody else then you are with me, i always wished to be only yours and only give you smiles but most of the time i ended up giving you tears. I tried to be your everything but ended up being your nothing, still you gave me a chance to stay so close to you. For me true mate is the one who show me everything that is holding me back, a person who who brings me to my own attention so i can change my life & in my life that mate is you. You will probably be the most important person in my life, we all are a little broken but in our case we repair each other each time we meet. You make me so out of control that i have to smile even in my worst mood. You make me super duper happy I just wish that years from now we are still in each others life.
I wana marry you, because you are the first person i wana look at when i wake up, and the only one i wana kiss goodnight. Because the first time i saw these hands, i failed to imagine not being able to hold them. When i look into your eyes all i can visualize the innocence of our baby. But mainly when you love someone as i love you, getting married is the only thing left to do, so, ummm, will you marry me. <3
I love the fool in you, the one who feels to much, talks too much, takes too many chances, loses sometimes and wins everytime, lacks self control, loves and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and break them, laughs and cry all at the same time.
One day you gonna want me, That guy that knew he wasn’t perfect ,but tried to be for you. That guy who wanted nothing more than to there for you, and loving you was the only way I could, The guy who saw your flaws but valued them as much as your strengths. That guy who still can’t get himself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. The guy that should have you, but doesn’t.
I know that feeling, when I’m just waiting, waiting to get home, waiting to get into my room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that I kept in all day. That feeling of relief and desperation that nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either & I am tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing & all I want is someone to be here and tell me its okay. But no one is going to be there, bcoz I just loved my friends like a fool, I know I have to be strong for myself, bcoz no one can fix me. But I am tired of waiting, tired of having to be one to fix myself and everyone else. Tired of being strong, for once I just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved. I know I won’t be, but I m still hoping, I m still wishing, I m still staying strong and fighting. With tears in my eyes I am fighting.
I will kill the spiders. I will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. I will never be rude to your puppy face- the cutest of you. I will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. I will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. I’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. I will be the big spoon. I will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times I will not. I will send you random txts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever I want to. whenever I think you need one. or seven. I will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. I will hold your hand. I will love you. I will love you. I will love you.